This is the day, I finished my last paper, last exam in MMU, my initial purpose to come to MMU is done. This is D-day... everything is not over yet...
I've to wait for V-day to come, that's the day to certify and verify everything I've done the past five years. Everything is brought to a close there, but...
Where will the path lead me to? The road I've taken, is it suitable for me? The road not taken, will it be my regret in the future? I need more affirmation and support, I feel helpless at this point... Now I know...
D-day is not victory! There's no joy but more and more uncertainties. Before V-day comes, I have to endure much more and tougher so that V-day can be a meaningful one. That will be the day fills with joy, cheers, praises... Just like the day Jesus comes the second time.
I will be filled, fully filled, and not the emptiness that haunted me terribly like now...
I am looking forward for V-day, for Victory
** uncertainties+Emptiness+Dede not by my side+I broke the harddisk..AGAIN... lead to super duper moody emotion...Oh gosh!! I am loser
2 comments:
Dede, sorry for not being there with you when you are down. But I promise will be there for you for the journey to V-Day.
Girl, Sometimes I do thank God for ups and downs in life. At least we still can feel. To feel that we are small, to feel humbleness, to feel that we need God. And. To know that GOD is still in control of everything. He put you on His shoulder to carry you. When you sit up on His shoulder, you see from His angle about things. I wish I can have times like last time to sit and talk with you about small little things. Happy things. I miss you.
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